Stupid me..

I dont know why i feel so stupid,
especially in front of you,

I Try so hard,
to not let my eyes see you for 12 days, 
*i cut it half  from 24 days, to change my behaviors,
to kill my emotion, bury deep in the base of earth,

but i cant, i failed in third days,
you stand front of me,
said that i always true, but i dont understand,
i still a human that not always true, 

and so.. you give me your smile,
you talk to me, wheter i try to not listen it,
but the symptom call in me, 'Quantum Leaper'
do a Leap to other me..i hang, error for a second..

i dont know, why i am so happy with that, 
and finally i realize that i fallen in love with you,
on today, you give me your smile again,
i lost,  i dont know what i must to do now..

afterall.. this is about to kill my other self,
the stupid me, whos fallen in love with you.